Friday, April 25, 2008
30 Hour Famine
So today is the 30 hour famine, and im in 3rd class and im doing alright, sorta hungry, but by tonight i know that i will be really hungry. I can wait for tomorrow morning, FOOOOD! I really want a burger soo badly! maybe this weekend sometime i will go get one, ive been craving one for a few days and today is worse:P
Monday, April 7, 2008
April 5-6th
current song playing: Killa - Cherish Feat. Yung Joc
So this weekend was pretty interesting, on friday did nothing so that dosent matter but on saturday, jane was suposto come to my house but I ended up getting piucked up by Michelle and Todd, then we went to janes and got her, Brad was there to but then he had to go home. Latter that night there were some arguments between a few peoepl but thoes got resolzed in time i supose, the rest of the night was fun, we all stayed the night at Jon and Michelle's. Teri and Justin K slept on the couch and then me Todd, Travis and Jane slept in a room, I kinda tripped out when I woke up beacuse I fell sleep with Todd beside me then I woke up with Jane next to me, was kinda todd. I dident end up geting to sleep till 8 in the morning then everyone was awake by about 10:30 in the morning, i thought it was like 11 something, when i saw the clock i was like OMG are you serious! So sunday, we drove Jane home and then drove to Cache Creek and got A&W then back to clinton to get ready for the day then we were off to Kamloops to see a movie. I called Kim Teri's sister she came with us, befor the movie we stoped at A&W and saw Tonya Buis... I belive thats her name, not too sure if i spelt it right, but yes we saw her was nice to see her shes a nice girl. Then we were off to the movies and we saw10,00 BC missed the first few mins because Teri wasent doing soo good for some reson, she was woozy and fell over, was kinda scarry but after some water and food she was much better. The movie was really good I was expecing for it not to be...so good. I recoment you go and see it!!! after the movies we went and saw Kyle at his house and Ryan was there, was nice to see them also, we followed then to husky they tryed to loose us by going down a bunch of roads but they dident lol and yes, that was my wonderful weekend! I wish there was some more sleep tho.
So this weekend was pretty interesting, on friday did nothing so that dosent matter but on saturday, jane was suposto come to my house but I ended up getting piucked up by Michelle and Todd, then we went to janes and got her, Brad was there to but then he had to go home. Latter that night there were some arguments between a few peoepl but thoes got resolzed in time i supose, the rest of the night was fun, we all stayed the night at Jon and Michelle's. Teri and Justin K slept on the couch and then me Todd, Travis and Jane slept in a room, I kinda tripped out when I woke up beacuse I fell sleep with Todd beside me then I woke up with Jane next to me, was kinda todd. I dident end up geting to sleep till 8 in the morning then everyone was awake by about 10:30 in the morning, i thought it was like 11 something, when i saw the clock i was like OMG are you serious! So sunday, we drove Jane home and then drove to Cache Creek and got A&W then back to clinton to get ready for the day then we were off to Kamloops to see a movie. I called Kim Teri's sister she came with us, befor the movie we stoped at A&W and saw Tonya Buis... I belive thats her name, not too sure if i spelt it right, but yes we saw her was nice to see her shes a nice girl. Then we were off to the movies and we saw10,00 BC missed the first few mins because Teri wasent doing soo good for some reson, she was woozy and fell over, was kinda scarry but after some water and food she was much better. The movie was really good I was expecing for it not to be...so good. I recoment you go and see it!!! after the movies we went and saw Kyle at his house and Ryan was there, was nice to see them also, we followed then to husky they tryed to loose us by going down a bunch of roads but they dident lol and yes, that was my wonderful weekend! I wish there was some more sleep tho.
My spring break.
Current song playing: Is It You - Cassie
So im not too sure what I should write about...hrmmm well i dont think i sumed up my spring break so ill do what I remeber now. Well it was fun, i was there for a few days then my gf at the moment, i think we rished things by going out befor meeting witch was kinda dumb lol but her name is Tanya she was cool, im glad i got to meet her, but i broke up with her on easter...i dident even know it was easter. I think she hates me now, I broke up with her because i just dident feel the same as she does, but i still love her, but as a friend. Shes one of my bes friends, i can tell her pretty much eanything, but shes not talking to me for awhile to apprently get over me, but w.e shes gotta do what she needs to do. She was gone by the first friday of the break...thats when we started to relly have are fun, we as in me and kyle mostly and adam a bit, but he worked pretty much everyday but mondays a tuesdays so meh w.e. Eanywho yeah me and kyle were having fun by then, we went to the mall lots and hungout with kirtie and sam, and went and saw joey at Eva's Pizza (where he works, hes the mannager, i think thats kinda scary to tell you the truth :P) it got boring sometimes but meh, better than doing nothing. We got stoned, kirstie bought a houka or hoever you spell thoes things, thoes are so awsome! I want one so bad! but one with 4 toubes coming out of it. It was kinda bad also... I did some other stuff that i dont know if i should say on here...but just to let you know i only do them on occasions. There was 4 days in a row that I did drugs, im not saying im proud of it, but it was fun. Okay well fisrt befor tanya came down to Maple Ridge Adam, Kyle and I did mushrooms, it was a good night, we walked from 232nd St to Laity St witch really is 211St....so i guess its not really that far but it is when you walk the back roads like we did. We kept getting confused if we were by Maple Ridge secondary School cuz all the roads look the same back there, it was kinda funny. Alright now back to the 4 day bindge, Satuday me and kyle did 2 hit of acid, it wasent the best ive ever done, but it was good, we hung out with kirstie all day cuz adam was at work and so was sam (kirsties gf) so we wandered around town, me and kyle trippin a bit, we stoped at this park to smoke a joint and we saw out friend mack (i havent seen him in SOO long, probouly years) and yeah it was cool, he kinda looked funny cuz he shved his eyebrows and he was letting them brow back lol but he had to go gameout he said so he left, he looks so hardcore but hes such a dork lol. After that this girl came to the park and she sat on the bench and she was sketchin out, she was starting to tripp me out... so we were getting up after a bit to leave and the girls liek oh your leaving?!? were liek yeah.... she said we were keeping her feel calm or something uz her and her friend just went out and sray painted stuff on purpose, she said she was with a friend and she thought he followed her cuz she ran and yeah we told her to find her friend and she said she couldent cuz shes on probation, like what an idiot? Later we found out that adams works sign was spray painted, they did his work, was weird how things that night sorta fell togehter like that lol, we went to joeys work to see him and sam (they work together) and we went out the back of the building to smoke a joint and the back door looked like a dungen door, i was liek are you joking? and there was this big metal bar across it to keep it shit liek thoes dungen door and kirstie was trying to take it off, was one of the most funniest things I have ever saw, was so weird when she finnaly opened the door, I was actouly half expecting something other than a back alley, thats only because of the acid tho. So i think thats enough about saturday, the next day me and kyle did nothing much, saw kirstie and sam at thies house for a bit, then went and met adam at his work and we made mushroom eat, its actouly pretty good, I only got a buzz going off that but thats okay, I was tired that day eanyways. OH to cut in, on the friday just befor this Todd asked my if he could go down with my mom so he could hangout with me and meet the rest of my friends I said oh yeah sure, i was SO surprized that he actouly came with my mom down. I was actouly really happy he came I thought that it was going to aqward but it was fine, everyone got along fine. I also ended up doing MDMA with kyle and adam thoes last 2 days I was there while todd was with us, it was a fun 2 days the second day that he was down we went and got my grad dress we met kyle up at the mall and he took pictures, ficken kyle. lol After that we went and saw joey then he had to go back to work so me todd kyle and sam hung out till adam got off work then we went back to kyles and we all hungout till we had to leave the next day. I had a fun spring break, of my and todd are again again now lol teri and michelle said they knew we would come back together, I think im fallin pretty hard for him, im trying not to but hes kinda all I can really think about, its weird for me and this might sound weird for you but, its kinda weird for me because I have never felt so stonf about a boy befor, only a girl so its kinda weird for me, but im taking it very slow. Kyle and adam like him alot, they want me to keep him around for awhile :P
So im not too sure what I should write about...hrmmm well i dont think i sumed up my spring break so ill do what I remeber now. Well it was fun, i was there for a few days then my gf at the moment, i think we rished things by going out befor meeting witch was kinda dumb lol but her name is Tanya she was cool, im glad i got to meet her, but i broke up with her on easter...i dident even know it was easter. I think she hates me now, I broke up with her because i just dident feel the same as she does, but i still love her, but as a friend. Shes one of my bes friends, i can tell her pretty much eanything, but shes not talking to me for awhile to apprently get over me, but w.e shes gotta do what she needs to do. She was gone by the first friday of the break...thats when we started to relly have are fun, we as in me and kyle mostly and adam a bit, but he worked pretty much everyday but mondays a tuesdays so meh w.e. Eanywho yeah me and kyle were having fun by then, we went to the mall lots and hungout with kirtie and sam, and went and saw joey at Eva's Pizza (where he works, hes the mannager, i think thats kinda scary to tell you the truth :P) it got boring sometimes but meh, better than doing nothing. We got stoned, kirstie bought a houka or hoever you spell thoes things, thoes are so awsome! I want one so bad! but one with 4 toubes coming out of it. It was kinda bad also... I did some other stuff that i dont know if i should say on here...but just to let you know i only do them on occasions. There was 4 days in a row that I did drugs, im not saying im proud of it, but it was fun. Okay well fisrt befor tanya came down to Maple Ridge Adam, Kyle and I did mushrooms, it was a good night, we walked from 232nd St to Laity St witch really is 211St....so i guess its not really that far but it is when you walk the back roads like we did. We kept getting confused if we were by Maple Ridge secondary School cuz all the roads look the same back there, it was kinda funny. Alright now back to the 4 day bindge, Satuday me and kyle did 2 hit of acid, it wasent the best ive ever done, but it was good, we hung out with kirstie all day cuz adam was at work and so was sam (kirsties gf) so we wandered around town, me and kyle trippin a bit, we stoped at this park to smoke a joint and we saw out friend mack (i havent seen him in SOO long, probouly years) and yeah it was cool, he kinda looked funny cuz he shved his eyebrows and he was letting them brow back lol but he had to go gameout he said so he left, he looks so hardcore but hes such a dork lol. After that this girl came to the park and she sat on the bench and she was sketchin out, she was starting to tripp me out... so we were getting up after a bit to leave and the girls liek oh your leaving?!? were liek yeah.... she said we were keeping her feel calm or something uz her and her friend just went out and sray painted stuff on purpose, she said she was with a friend and she thought he followed her cuz she ran and yeah we told her to find her friend and she said she couldent cuz shes on probation, like what an idiot? Later we found out that adams works sign was spray painted, they did his work, was weird how things that night sorta fell togehter like that lol, we went to joeys work to see him and sam (they work together) and we went out the back of the building to smoke a joint and the back door looked like a dungen door, i was liek are you joking? and there was this big metal bar across it to keep it shit liek thoes dungen door and kirstie was trying to take it off, was one of the most funniest things I have ever saw, was so weird when she finnaly opened the door, I was actouly half expecting something other than a back alley, thats only because of the acid tho. So i think thats enough about saturday, the next day me and kyle did nothing much, saw kirstie and sam at thies house for a bit, then went and met adam at his work and we made mushroom eat, its actouly pretty good, I only got a buzz going off that but thats okay, I was tired that day eanyways. OH to cut in, on the friday just befor this Todd asked my if he could go down with my mom so he could hangout with me and meet the rest of my friends I said oh yeah sure, i was SO surprized that he actouly came with my mom down. I was actouly really happy he came I thought that it was going to aqward but it was fine, everyone got along fine. I also ended up doing MDMA with kyle and adam thoes last 2 days I was there while todd was with us, it was a fun 2 days the second day that he was down we went and got my grad dress we met kyle up at the mall and he took pictures, ficken kyle. lol After that we went and saw joey then he had to go back to work so me todd kyle and sam hung out till adam got off work then we went back to kyles and we all hungout till we had to leave the next day. I had a fun spring break, of my and todd are again again now lol teri and michelle said they knew we would come back together, I think im fallin pretty hard for him, im trying not to but hes kinda all I can really think about, its weird for me and this might sound weird for you but, its kinda weird for me because I have never felt so stonf about a boy befor, only a girl so its kinda weird for me, but im taking it very slow. Kyle and adam like him alot, they want me to keep him around for awhile :P
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Survive by Rise Against
I really like this song, there is one pharagraph in this song that I feel really stongly about, can you guess what one :P
For some reson I feel like I really connect with this song, when I listen to it it makes me feel better, makes me think i can do whatever I want if i just try, for some reson makes me stonger...also makes me think of everything that has happened in my life, and how I have survived all of it and has made me stonger as a person. You should give it a listen!
Somewhere between happy, and total fucking wreck
Feet sometimes on solid ground, sometimes at the edge
To spend your waking moments, simply killing timeIs to give up on your hopes and dreams, to give up on your...
Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are
An obvious disinterest, a barely managed smile
A deep nod in agreement, a status quo exile
I shirk my obligations, I miss all your deadlines
I excel at quitting early, and fucking up my life
Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are
All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day
Everything always works out, I have never felt so fucking great
All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day
Everything always works out, I have never felt so great
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this) Life isn't like this
(Life isn't like this) Life isn't like this
(Life isn't like this) Are we verging on an answer,
or fucking up our...
Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are
(Who we are)
It's what makes us who we are
(Who we are)
Makes us who we are
(Who we are)
It's what makes us who we are
(Who we are)
For some reson I feel like I really connect with this song, when I listen to it it makes me feel better, makes me think i can do whatever I want if i just try, for some reson makes me stonger...also makes me think of everything that has happened in my life, and how I have survived all of it and has made me stonger as a person. You should give it a listen!
Somewhere between happy, and total fucking wreck
Feet sometimes on solid ground, sometimes at the edge
To spend your waking moments, simply killing timeIs to give up on your hopes and dreams, to give up on your...
Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are
An obvious disinterest, a barely managed smile
A deep nod in agreement, a status quo exile
I shirk my obligations, I miss all your deadlines
I excel at quitting early, and fucking up my life
Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are
All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day
Everything always works out, I have never felt so fucking great
All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day
Everything always works out, I have never felt so great
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this)
(Life isn't like this) Life isn't like this
(Life isn't like this) Life isn't like this
(Life isn't like this) Are we verging on an answer,
or fucking up our...
Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are
(Who we are)
It's what makes us who we are
(Who we are)
Makes us who we are
(Who we are)
It's what makes us who we are
(Who we are)
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