Wow! I see its been a long time since I wrote my last blog... So Ill catch you guys up, grad was awsome! one of the best nights ive ever had, the summer was very interesting I must say, alot of getting drunk among alot of other things, i became very good friends with the poepl I now live with (Todd, Jon, Michelle and thier kids) Michelle helped me get the job I now have at Petro Canada, its not a bad job I do like it alot actoully but im sure there are better jobs in the world :P but thank you Michelle, I really appreceate it. In september the four of is went to the states for about 3 nights, that was fun and it was kind of long tho lol we mostly survived on Monster energy drinks, I think that is because you could get almost 1L in a can for about $3 when here for a little can its $3.25. So now its Halloween, and Jon and Michelle are not together for this... I know its not my place to talk about it so thats all im going to say.... and im having a problem of my own... I like her... I think I love her... Im getting feelings like I did for my ex girlfriend Sam, I really wish that I did not like Michelle this much, not that I shouldent like her... well maybe I shouldent but because shes got her own life to figure out at the moment and I know it would NEVER EVER work out if I ever got the chance to be with her. I wish you could choose the people you liked, then I dont think anyone would ever get hurt, even when prople understand why they cant be together and they know it and accept it, it still hurts and drives them insane.
-sigh- jezze. i just hope that maybe not ever being with her will make not like her anymore...
I just wish I dident... thats all.
