thought

Life feels off at the moment, tho nothing has changed. I keep having this repetitive thought pop into my mind that is I should leave her and let them be happy alone as witch they were before.... before i screwed up their relation ship.... but i never could I love this woman so much i would be breaking my own heart but with that thought am I just being selfish? I know its a dumb thing and she would not wan me to think this and I try.... But they seem to much happier and seem to have such a better connection, and I get jealous of some thing something so stupid as i cant even say I love you on facebook. I dont know, I think its just all in my head and its me... like usual.