Friday, December 21, 2007
yeahh.
Well today i get to be in this play for FNASK class (wooo....hooo....) not really looking forward to it at all, im kinda nervous. All this week i've been so stressed and so angry i dont know why and its really bugging me. Perhaps this time off will help my calm down, and i get to go see my good friends kyle and adam for new years, im excited for that! just hope i dont halfto go see some sertian people down in ridge, cuz they will couse more stress. I just cant wait to move out and be on my own and never get to see some people again.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
homophobes, i hate you.
Curent song playing: We Are So Last Year - Hawthorne Height
GRRRR!!!!!!!! I @#$%^&* HATE HOMOPHOBES! Like Christ, i was justing about spring breaking to my parents and my step brother were there, i said i wanted to go to maple ridge for one week and i wanted my friends kyle and adam to come up, they are gay and dating. My step dad said that weird kid, why would you want to bring him up? i said hes not as shhy as he was befor, i thoght he was talkign about him being weird because he is, well was quite i said i love kyle hes one of my best friends hes been there through thick and thin since we met. So my step dad says to my step brother better watch it during spring break, then i said my friend kyle was comming up my chinese friend and adam, dident think he would say this next, (step dad) better watch it, he might try to stick it in you and then my step brother was liek ohh tha fag! I just droped everything and left the room. It pisses me off!!!!! what the diffrence if your gay?!?!?! about 75% of my friends are gay, its not liek there gunna infect you, there normal people to!!!! Personally I think i like gay people better, they kinda undertnad better, and you can talk to them better. They go through alot, well my friends at least, and another thing that makes me mad is when parentsa kick there kinds out of the house for being gay, happend to a few of my friend, thats so dumb there your kids, love them for who they are, not how you screwed up raising them. I find alot of people are scared of gays hitting on them, they only do it if they think you hot, take a complement?! tall them your not gay, you done need to beat them up, some do it just for jokes to, i know that. If you hate gays, you hate me hopefully that explains itself.
GRRRR!!!!!!!! I @#$%^&* HATE HOMOPHOBES! Like Christ, i was justing about spring breaking to my parents and my step brother were there, i said i wanted to go to maple ridge for one week and i wanted my friends kyle and adam to come up, they are gay and dating. My step dad said that weird kid, why would you want to bring him up? i said hes not as shhy as he was befor, i thoght he was talkign about him being weird because he is, well was quite i said i love kyle hes one of my best friends hes been there through thick and thin since we met. So my step dad says to my step brother better watch it during spring break, then i said my friend kyle was comming up my chinese friend and adam, dident think he would say this next, (step dad) better watch it, he might try to stick it in you and then my step brother was liek ohh tha fag! I just droped everything and left the room. It pisses me off!!!!! what the diffrence if your gay?!?!?! about 75% of my friends are gay, its not liek there gunna infect you, there normal people to!!!! Personally I think i like gay people better, they kinda undertnad better, and you can talk to them better. They go through alot, well my friends at least, and another thing that makes me mad is when parentsa kick there kinds out of the house for being gay, happend to a few of my friend, thats so dumb there your kids, love them for who they are, not how you screwed up raising them. I find alot of people are scared of gays hitting on them, they only do it if they think you hot, take a complement?! tall them your not gay, you done need to beat them up, some do it just for jokes to, i know that. If you hate gays, you hate me hopefully that explains itself.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
well...
Current song playing: Hit my Heart (feat. Dhany Sfact) - Benassi Bros
Well....this saturday that just past I went to kmloops to see my dad. I havent seen my dad since my grad in grade 7, i wanted to leave right away. It was weird hes in a home now, hillside center im kmaloops. It was kinda a sad visit becaus he wasent the same guy he usto be, you can still kinda see him in his eyes but you just know hes not really there. Over the years he choose drugs and drinking over seeing me, i guess. Now from all thoes years of abuse has taken its tole, it was so hard to even talk to him, the last time i saw him, he was like a normal person now its like talking to a 4 ear old. He can only really say one word, his sentinces are smushed togehter. I think i regret not trying to get ahold of him during thoes years i dident see him, i dident know him very well back then. Now i wish i woulda got to know him better, even tho he was doing thoes things, i still love him.
Well....this saturday that just past I went to kmloops to see my dad. I havent seen my dad since my grad in grade 7, i wanted to leave right away. It was weird hes in a home now, hillside center im kmaloops. It was kinda a sad visit becaus he wasent the same guy he usto be, you can still kinda see him in his eyes but you just know hes not really there. Over the years he choose drugs and drinking over seeing me, i guess. Now from all thoes years of abuse has taken its tole, it was so hard to even talk to him, the last time i saw him, he was like a normal person now its like talking to a 4 ear old. He can only really say one word, his sentinces are smushed togehter. I think i regret not trying to get ahold of him during thoes years i dident see him, i dident know him very well back then. Now i wish i woulda got to know him better, even tho he was doing thoes things, i still love him.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Current song playing: The Spice Girls - Spice Up Your Life
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Home Improvement
A silhouette waits outside my window I jump up and I
shout to see if your there There's nothing but cold sharp air.
I wake up, another day without you Take a breath from
cigarettes I got time to spare, its better when you're not here
Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I Won't
even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad Please see that
I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes And I,
won't even mind it so bad won't even find it so sad?
I'm not sick I'm not weird I'm simply in love You must try to
understand you were sent from above You say you hate me
well that's just fine I will wait till the end of time
Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I Won't
even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad Please see that
I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes And I,
won't even mind it so bad won't even find it so sad?
Loving you is the only thing I ever knew letting go is the
hardest thing ill ever do I don't even mind it so bad I don't
even find it so sad today.
yupp!
Well, I went to Maple Ridge form thursday to sunday, It was pritty fun got too see alot more people than I usualy do when im down there, the only people i dident see were sam, kirstie and tina (out of the people I always see) but yeah, it was diffrent this time, I dont know why, it just felt so diffrent than it usualy is. It was kinda weiiiird mann! I kinda wish it was the way befor i moved, i miss how we were all friends, i miss it. but my weekend was alright, i had fun, my friend adam gave me 3 dozens of cookies he made for me to take home. :D
Sunday, November 18, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Current song Playing: Nobody's Fool - Avril Lavigne
So im doing 2 birthdays in one with this blog!
I would like to say happy birthday to my sister nadine, forher 13th birthday (nov 18)
and happy birthday to a family friend nick, for his 16th birthday (noc 17)
hope you guys have a good birthday!
So im doing 2 birthdays in one with this blog!
I would like to say happy birthday to my sister nadine, forher 13th birthday (nov 18)
and happy birthday to a family friend nick, for his 16th birthday (noc 17)
hope you guys have a good birthday!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
:D
hmmm, well lets see, nothing much to say at the moment. I wish i had some music rightnow, that would be prett sweet. o0o0o0o i get to go to maple ridge next thursady and stay for a few days! im excited, but we gotta leave early becuse my step brother need to be in some place down there so he can get the screws out of this ancle.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Thursday, November 8, 2007
not much.
Current song: none but i wish i was listeing to music!
hrmm, so nothing much is new with ne these days, just sittin at home being bored like usual. I'm studding the driving guide book (I think thats what it is called) so that i can finnaly get my L which i want badly, I wish i had gone for it when I turned 16 because then I would be driving at the moment....most likely.
hrmm, so nothing much is new with ne these days, just sittin at home being bored like usual. I'm studding the driving guide book (I think thats what it is called) so that i can finnaly get my L which i want badly, I wish i had gone for it when I turned 16 because then I would be driving at the moment....most likely.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
well.
Current song playing: Hawthorne Heights - This Is Who We Are
So halloween was kinda boring, stayed home cuz i was sick. Its really boring being sick, and it sucks to be sick, i hate it i cant wait to be better. So yeah dident do much over the weekend but blow alot of snot :P
Yesterday i started to feel alot better, and i was bored so i reagranged my room, there is alot more room, in my room.
So halloween was kinda boring, stayed home cuz i was sick. Its really boring being sick, and it sucks to be sick, i hate it i cant wait to be better. So yeah dident do much over the weekend but blow alot of snot :P
Yesterday i started to feel alot better, and i was bored so i reagranged my room, there is alot more room, in my room.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
HALLOWEEN!
hehehe!
gosh i can't wait for halloween, i love it.
i love dressing up, i wish everyday was halloween, the only
thing that sucks is that im going to be alone on halloween :(
that kinda makes me sad.
but oh well, ill get to dress up for school and that.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
gosh i can't wait for halloween, i love it.
i love dressing up, i wish everyday was halloween, the only
thing that sucks is that im going to be alone on halloween :(
that kinda makes me sad.
but oh well, ill get to dress up for school and that.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
....
SO, i got to go to maple ridge for a few days, i was quite happy about that
i got to see most of my friends, well i saw all of my good friends, i got to
see my friend that moved to that place in texas that starts with a m, i dont remeber the name.
I got to go get my costume for halloween alos gor 2 new cds, a cordless phone
cuz i broke mine a few weeks ago -haha- and a few other things. I kinda thought
that it woould have been more fun, since this summer everything has changed
and the people have changed, it kinda makes me upset, alos how friendships
can fall aparty over something dumb. im somewhat of a link to all my friends
cuz who ever isent friends with whoever, im friends with them still.
i got to see most of my friends, well i saw all of my good friends, i got to
see my friend that moved to that place in texas that starts with a m, i dont remeber the name.
I got to go get my costume for halloween alos gor 2 new cds, a cordless phone
cuz i broke mine a few weeks ago -haha- and a few other things. I kinda thought
that it woould have been more fun, since this summer everything has changed
and the people have changed, it kinda makes me upset, alos how friendships
can fall aparty over something dumb. im somewhat of a link to all my friends
cuz who ever isent friends with whoever, im friends with them still.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Eek!
Current Song Playing: Pink Floyd - ???
SO! im excited, I hopefully get to go see my friends from Maple Ridge soon
like maybe this weekend-ish. I really hope i get to go see them, is been since
just befor school, so like it will be almost 2 months, thats upsetting for me
beacouse there like my family. I cant wair till i move out and I can go live with
them and see em, but then ill need to get a job that sucks. (a little off topic)
I hope i get to see them, if not ill cry!!!!!!!!
SO! im excited, I hopefully get to go see my friends from Maple Ridge soon
like maybe this weekend-ish. I really hope i get to go see them, is been since
just befor school, so like it will be almost 2 months, thats upsetting for me
beacouse there like my family. I cant wair till i move out and I can go live with
them and see em, but then ill need to get a job that sucks. (a little off topic)
I hope i get to see them, if not ill cry!!!!!!!!
la la
Current song playing: Avenged Sevenfold - The Wicked End
So, im bored and im sure i say it alot :P but i am i got to see todd
for the firsday in six day :D eek, i was excited, and o thursday the grads
had a bottledrive. Me and my mom went wround a few streets and got
bottles, we did not do good of a job getting bottles, we went down about 3
streets and got maybe 30 bottles it sucked.
So, im bored and im sure i say it alot :P but i am i got to see todd
for the firsday in six day :D eek, i was excited, and o thursday the grads
had a bottledrive. Me and my mom went wround a few streets and got
bottles, we did not do good of a job getting bottles, we went down about 3
streets and got maybe 30 bottles it sucked.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
:)
Current song playing: I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
This ones for Teri yall
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERI :D
your 18, your getting old, haha!
im just kidding darlin, i love yah.
I hope that you have a good birthday! :)
Peace!
This ones for Teri yall
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERI :D
your 18, your getting old, haha!
im just kidding darlin, i love yah.
I hope that you have a good birthday! :)
Peace!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Current song playing: Right Side Of The Bed - Atreyu
So... its friday and im pooed!
went out for awhile after school, hungout with jane, trav and my sister, its kinda
weird having friends that are friends with your younger sibling. At the moment im
watching the Canucks kick some a$% :P the score is 4-2 in the 3rd, so nothing much
eles, toodles.
So... its friday and im pooed!
went out for awhile after school, hungout with jane, trav and my sister, its kinda
weird having friends that are friends with your younger sibling. At the moment im
watching the Canucks kick some a$% :P the score is 4-2 in the 3rd, so nothing much
eles, toodles.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
hmm
Sooo.....Happy Thanksgiving
it was a pritty lame thanksgiving, i would halfto say, the only good part about it would be
the food.
My parents had a freidn comeover this weekend, he was suposto race in the last reces of the
seasion in ashcroft BUT they dident get the car finished in time, if they woulda worked allnight
they would have got it finished but meh. I was just sad he dident bring his whole family cuz then
the weekedn would have been much more fun.
it was a pritty lame thanksgiving, i would halfto say, the only good part about it would be
the food.
My parents had a freidn comeover this weekend, he was suposto race in the last reces of the
seasion in ashcroft BUT they dident get the car finished in time, if they woulda worked allnight
they would have got it finished but meh. I was just sad he dident bring his whole family cuz then
the weekedn would have been much more fun.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Dang
ohhhh pooop!
my friend joe isent comming for another few days, that makes me sad.
It makes me sad cuz i misses him, but atleast hes still comming....im hoping.
i talked to hiom and my other friend on the phone on 3 way the otherday
ohh boy i miss all my friends there soo soo much, it kinda mad me sad :P
but im hoping ill get to go see them all very soon.
my friend joe isent comming for another few days, that makes me sad.
It makes me sad cuz i misses him, but atleast hes still comming....im hoping.
i talked to hiom and my other friend on the phone on 3 way the otherday
ohh boy i miss all my friends there soo soo much, it kinda mad me sad :P
but im hoping ill get to go see them all very soon.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
YAY!
Current Song Playing: Paper Wings - Rise Against
Yay! my friend joe is comming to visit me for about 5 days, i is excited.
he lives in Maple Ridge, thats where i moved from it shall be fun.
I miss him and all from other good friends from there :( i miss being able to
see them everyday and just hangout, hopefully i can move back there after grad.
Yay! my friend joe is comming to visit me for about 5 days, i is excited.
he lives in Maple Ridge, thats where i moved from it shall be fun.
I miss him and all from other good friends from there :( i miss being able to
see them everyday and just hangout, hopefully i can move back there after grad.
Friday, September 28, 2007
:D
WOOT!
yet another birthday!
HAPPY BITHDAY KAITLYN, woot finnaly 17!
hope that you and ryan have fun on your bithday -wink, wink, nudge nudge- ;)
but yah really HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU. yes, wooot.
yet another birthday!
HAPPY BITHDAY KAITLYN, woot finnaly 17!
hope that you and ryan have fun on your bithday -wink, wink, nudge nudge- ;)
but yah really HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU. yes, wooot.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
happy birthday!
WOOTY WOOT!
This may be 2 day late but meh, just wanted to wish todd a happy birthday
woot 19! must be awsome :P your old, HAHA! just joshin yah. I cant wait till im 19.
eny who, happy birthday darlin (L)
This may be 2 day late but meh, just wanted to wish todd a happy birthday
woot 19! must be awsome :P your old, HAHA! just joshin yah. I cant wait till im 19.
eny who, happy birthday darlin (L)
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
FEILD TRIP
so this past weekend i weont on a feild trip with a bunch of kids from school and a few teachers
went o bard on the beach and saw romeo and juliet, must say a VERY good play -nice bum- :P
we also went to a bunch of other places, like the laser show it was interesting, me and my friends
are going one day. I thought it was one of the best feildtrips ive ever been on, thanks to all the techers for beening very cool and tellin us have fun :P
went o bard on the beach and saw romeo and juliet, must say a VERY good play -nice bum- :P
we also went to a bunch of other places, like the laser show it was interesting, me and my friends
are going one day. I thought it was one of the best feildtrips ive ever been on, thanks to all the techers for beening very cool and tellin us have fun :P
Sunday, September 16, 2007
cool
Current song playing: Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without The E
So this weekend started off fun went out after scool with ma sister jane and trav, janey-pie slept over friday woot :D after we got home from taking her home we got a call from my uncle saying that he has his kid, woot! he had a little girl on sept, 15/07, i was pritty excited now are family has 11 grandchildren and im the oldest girl. :D
So this weekend started off fun went out after scool with ma sister jane and trav, janey-pie slept over friday woot :D after we got home from taking her home we got a call from my uncle saying that he has his kid, woot! he had a little girl on sept, 15/07, i was pritty excited now are family has 11 grandchildren and im the oldest girl. :D
hrmm
Current song playing: Ozzy - Crazzy Train
hrmm what to blog about, not too much i can think of at the moment, so i think i shall talk about photography, so far i think its a very fun class i like taking the pictures with the pinhole cameras its pritty cool that simple things like a can tinfoil and tape can make a camera, it kinda makes me think more about what i wanna be when im older....maybe a photographer :D
hrmm what to blog about, not too much i can think of at the moment, so i think i shall talk about photography, so far i think its a very fun class i like taking the pictures with the pinhole cameras its pritty cool that simple things like a can tinfoil and tape can make a camera, it kinda makes me think more about what i wanna be when im older....maybe a photographer :D
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