Tuesday, December 4, 2007

well...

Current song playing: Hit my Heart (feat. Dhany Sfact) - Benassi Bros

Well....this saturday that just past I went to kmloops to see my dad. I havent seen my dad since my grad in grade 7, i wanted to leave right away. It was weird hes in a home now, hillside center im kmaloops. It was kinda a sad visit becaus he wasent the same guy he usto be, you can still kinda see him in his eyes but you just know hes not really there. Over the years he choose drugs and drinking over seeing me, i guess. Now from all thoes years of abuse has taken its tole, it was so hard to even talk to him, the last time i saw him, he was like a normal person now its like talking to a 4 ear old. He can only really say one word, his sentinces are smushed togehter. I think i regret not trying to get ahold of him during thoes years i dident see him, i dident know him very well back then. Now i wish i woulda got to know him better, even tho he was doing thoes things, i still love him.

2 comments:

Travman said...

AAWW nicole every thing will go good between u and ur dad :) he is closer now so u can see him more even tho he is like that it will make u and him alot better to viset more often evrything will be good dont worry :)

Ter bear!! said...

aww Nic!! hang in there hun:) i know it's hard. jus remember your friends love you and we are always here:) if you ever need anything we are here for you