Friday, December 21, 2007
yeahh.
Well today i get to be in this play for FNASK class (wooo....hooo....) not really looking forward to it at all, im kinda nervous. All this week i've been so stressed and so angry i dont know why and its really bugging me. Perhaps this time off will help my calm down, and i get to go see my good friends kyle and adam for new years, im excited for that! just hope i dont halfto go see some sertian people down in ridge, cuz they will couse more stress. I just cant wait to move out and be on my own and never get to see some people again.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
homophobes, i hate you.
Curent song playing: We Are So Last Year - Hawthorne Height
GRRRR!!!!!!!! I @#$%^&* HATE HOMOPHOBES! Like Christ, i was justing about spring breaking to my parents and my step brother were there, i said i wanted to go to maple ridge for one week and i wanted my friends kyle and adam to come up, they are gay and dating. My step dad said that weird kid, why would you want to bring him up? i said hes not as shhy as he was befor, i thoght he was talkign about him being weird because he is, well was quite i said i love kyle hes one of my best friends hes been there through thick and thin since we met. So my step dad says to my step brother better watch it during spring break, then i said my friend kyle was comming up my chinese friend and adam, dident think he would say this next, (step dad) better watch it, he might try to stick it in you and then my step brother was liek ohh tha fag! I just droped everything and left the room. It pisses me off!!!!! what the diffrence if your gay?!?!?! about 75% of my friends are gay, its not liek there gunna infect you, there normal people to!!!! Personally I think i like gay people better, they kinda undertnad better, and you can talk to them better. They go through alot, well my friends at least, and another thing that makes me mad is when parentsa kick there kinds out of the house for being gay, happend to a few of my friend, thats so dumb there your kids, love them for who they are, not how you screwed up raising them. I find alot of people are scared of gays hitting on them, they only do it if they think you hot, take a complement?! tall them your not gay, you done need to beat them up, some do it just for jokes to, i know that. If you hate gays, you hate me hopefully that explains itself.
GRRRR!!!!!!!! I @#$%^&* HATE HOMOPHOBES! Like Christ, i was justing about spring breaking to my parents and my step brother were there, i said i wanted to go to maple ridge for one week and i wanted my friends kyle and adam to come up, they are gay and dating. My step dad said that weird kid, why would you want to bring him up? i said hes not as shhy as he was befor, i thoght he was talkign about him being weird because he is, well was quite i said i love kyle hes one of my best friends hes been there through thick and thin since we met. So my step dad says to my step brother better watch it during spring break, then i said my friend kyle was comming up my chinese friend and adam, dident think he would say this next, (step dad) better watch it, he might try to stick it in you and then my step brother was liek ohh tha fag! I just droped everything and left the room. It pisses me off!!!!! what the diffrence if your gay?!?!?! about 75% of my friends are gay, its not liek there gunna infect you, there normal people to!!!! Personally I think i like gay people better, they kinda undertnad better, and you can talk to them better. They go through alot, well my friends at least, and another thing that makes me mad is when parentsa kick there kinds out of the house for being gay, happend to a few of my friend, thats so dumb there your kids, love them for who they are, not how you screwed up raising them. I find alot of people are scared of gays hitting on them, they only do it if they think you hot, take a complement?! tall them your not gay, you done need to beat them up, some do it just for jokes to, i know that. If you hate gays, you hate me hopefully that explains itself.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
well...
Current song playing: Hit my Heart (feat. Dhany Sfact) - Benassi Bros
Well....this saturday that just past I went to kmloops to see my dad. I havent seen my dad since my grad in grade 7, i wanted to leave right away. It was weird hes in a home now, hillside center im kmaloops. It was kinda a sad visit becaus he wasent the same guy he usto be, you can still kinda see him in his eyes but you just know hes not really there. Over the years he choose drugs and drinking over seeing me, i guess. Now from all thoes years of abuse has taken its tole, it was so hard to even talk to him, the last time i saw him, he was like a normal person now its like talking to a 4 ear old. He can only really say one word, his sentinces are smushed togehter. I think i regret not trying to get ahold of him during thoes years i dident see him, i dident know him very well back then. Now i wish i woulda got to know him better, even tho he was doing thoes things, i still love him.
Well....this saturday that just past I went to kmloops to see my dad. I havent seen my dad since my grad in grade 7, i wanted to leave right away. It was weird hes in a home now, hillside center im kmaloops. It was kinda a sad visit becaus he wasent the same guy he usto be, you can still kinda see him in his eyes but you just know hes not really there. Over the years he choose drugs and drinking over seeing me, i guess. Now from all thoes years of abuse has taken its tole, it was so hard to even talk to him, the last time i saw him, he was like a normal person now its like talking to a 4 ear old. He can only really say one word, his sentinces are smushed togehter. I think i regret not trying to get ahold of him during thoes years i dident see him, i dident know him very well back then. Now i wish i woulda got to know him better, even tho he was doing thoes things, i still love him.
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