WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!
IM GOING TO MAPLE RIDGE THIS WEEKEND :D
im so happy lol i havent been there since christmas break, its been about 2 months since i've gone there to visit people there, but im glad that kyle and adam came at the end of january, i would be going mental without seeing them. When they came up my step brother was thinking of what he and my step ada said about them a few months back (in the homophobia blog), he felt so bad, cuz apparenly it was the happiest hes seen me since i moved here, and well i was really happy, i would have been happy if i had a segnificant other....but not i dident, but meh, it made me happy they came up to see me :) but WOOT i get to see them tomorrow :D
Friday, February 29, 2008
So Much by The Spill Canvas
"How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down
Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me
Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home
If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face
How does it feel?"
So this song kinda describes how i feel at the moment in my "love life" i have met someone who is so wonderful, i cant belive it. Ive been in love befor....well i think i have, and i know its not hard to get over, tell you the truth im still not fully recovered from it. When im talking to her....all my problems are gone and the rest of the world is clouded and its just her that i see. Its odd alot of things kinda fall into place or they are just a coincidence or what, her middle name is nicole and her birthday is exactly 1 month after mine and we also met like the day after me and my ex broke up... After me and my ex broke up, me and her just talked and talked for hours on end, she actouly kinda saved me from me in the summer when me and my ex broke up...i thought i had lost my entire world, ive never had to revocer from something like that...(well i have but she dident end up breaking up with me for my best friend the time befor) Im really glad that i have found Tanya (finnaly said her name) i met her through my sister, odd. This spring break im hopefully going to meet her with Kyle and Adam. She just makes me increadable happy, we can talk about whatever all day long. There has been things she hates and i have done, also things i still do and she dosent care, well she does but she accepts it, she likes me for ME! and i love that about her...with my ex, it was diffrent wasent like that, but now i know its how it should be, people should love you for YOU! and she does, and i love her for HER. I cant belive i have found someoen so great!!! We are not together for resons (mostly distance UGH) but, intime, i hope we end up together. I've never been so comfortable with talking to someone about nothing all day, or even important thing...and knowing her and talking to her and having that break up has made me a stronger person i think...i think it changed me actouly, in a way i see things diffrently, and now i think diffrently. In the begginging i was a bitch to her, i asked her out then the next day i dumped her for todd... and i cant belive that she would still like me, but she stuck around and we still talked(i was SO glad she would), i felt so bad after but now i wouldent go out with anyone, even if she is on the island and ive never met her or w.e shes is such a wonderful and im willing to waste my time to wait to meet her and see how things go. Withc i think they will go great, i wish i could describe how she makes me feel, its just such a good feeling, its like a feeling of extream happyness (i cant stop smiling), scarry(butterflys in da tummy) and just wanting to be with her and just hold her and look at her, hot have a care in the world cuz im with her. -sigh- :) so yeah, i think im falling in love..... :D
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down
Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me
Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home
If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face
How does it feel?"
So this song kinda describes how i feel at the moment in my "love life" i have met someone who is so wonderful, i cant belive it. Ive been in love befor....well i think i have, and i know its not hard to get over, tell you the truth im still not fully recovered from it. When im talking to her....all my problems are gone and the rest of the world is clouded and its just her that i see. Its odd alot of things kinda fall into place or they are just a coincidence or what, her middle name is nicole and her birthday is exactly 1 month after mine and we also met like the day after me and my ex broke up... After me and my ex broke up, me and her just talked and talked for hours on end, she actouly kinda saved me from me in the summer when me and my ex broke up...i thought i had lost my entire world, ive never had to revocer from something like that...(well i have but she dident end up breaking up with me for my best friend the time befor) Im really glad that i have found Tanya (finnaly said her name) i met her through my sister, odd. This spring break im hopefully going to meet her with Kyle and Adam. She just makes me increadable happy, we can talk about whatever all day long. There has been things she hates and i have done, also things i still do and she dosent care, well she does but she accepts it, she likes me for ME! and i love that about her...with my ex, it was diffrent wasent like that, but now i know its how it should be, people should love you for YOU! and she does, and i love her for HER. I cant belive i have found someoen so great!!! We are not together for resons (mostly distance UGH) but, intime, i hope we end up together. I've never been so comfortable with talking to someone about nothing all day, or even important thing...and knowing her and talking to her and having that break up has made me a stronger person i think...i think it changed me actouly, in a way i see things diffrently, and now i think diffrently. In the begginging i was a bitch to her, i asked her out then the next day i dumped her for todd... and i cant belive that she would still like me, but she stuck around and we still talked(i was SO glad she would), i felt so bad after but now i wouldent go out with anyone, even if she is on the island and ive never met her or w.e shes is such a wonderful and im willing to waste my time to wait to meet her and see how things go. Withc i think they will go great, i wish i could describe how she makes me feel, its just such a good feeling, its like a feeling of extream happyness (i cant stop smiling), scarry(butterflys in da tummy) and just wanting to be with her and just hold her and look at her, hot have a care in the world cuz im with her. -sigh- :) so yeah, i think im falling in love..... :D
Thursday, February 21, 2008
WOOOOT!
Current song playing: Hawthorne Heights - Nikki FM
YES!!!!! I finnaly got my L im SOOOO HAPPY!!!!!
like really happy....not that it kinda starteds a new
chapter in my life but it was a personal goal for me
and I got it so yes, im so happy! now i gotta wait a
year to go for my N blah but ohwell atleast it will
be sooner than latter since i have my L, just that
much closer to getting my license.
YES!!!!! I finnaly got my L im SOOOO HAPPY!!!!!
like really happy....not that it kinda starteds a new
chapter in my life but it was a personal goal for me
and I got it so yes, im so happy! now i gotta wait a
year to go for my N blah but ohwell atleast it will
be sooner than latter since i have my L, just that
much closer to getting my license.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Hmmm
HMMMMMMM
well, nothing much to say....ive been bored and going out of my mind for past few weeks. I really need something to do lol or something, I wanna go see my friends in ridge SO BAD! I really just wanna leave and go with my friends somewhere...i dont know where. Im excited about spring break cuzzz me kyle and adam might go to the island to meet...well i guess you could call her a friend...rightnow :P so yeah that should be fun, we all each need a few hundred$ for hotels, food and bus and such, wewill be staying for a few night but it should be fun, we might go to victoria to, adam wants to go there. So yeah should be fun, i cant wait to go and get out of this town :P
well, nothing much to say....ive been bored and going out of my mind for past few weeks. I really need something to do lol or something, I wanna go see my friends in ridge SO BAD! I really just wanna leave and go with my friends somewhere...i dont know where. Im excited about spring break cuzzz me kyle and adam might go to the island to meet...well i guess you could call her a friend...rightnow :P so yeah that should be fun, we all each need a few hundred$ for hotels, food and bus and such, wewill be staying for a few night but it should be fun, we might go to victoria to, adam wants to go there. So yeah should be fun, i cant wait to go and get out of this town :P
Friday, February 8, 2008
woot!
So yeah my friends kyle and adam come yo see me at my home on the 31st :D i was very happy to see them, and to not me alone for a few days. We had fun, the first day they laughed at how small this "town" is lol then the next day we went to town walked around saw some ppl, some clintonies got to meet the maple ditchers :P, then the days after we hungout watched movies...and such lol we went sleding in my backyard, we made a jump outa snow, i was the first to fo off at the top, i was the lightest so i went flying about 15, i went higher than kyle and hes about 6 feet tall, i landed hard...on my face and whatnot lol i brozzed my knee, kinda hurt but not as bad when i ran into my dresser that same day on the same knee, effing hurt like a femal dog. I chiped tha paint off my dresser :P I was sad the day they had to leave...was so lonley when i got home.
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