Hows it going?

Its going GREAT!!!!!!! It still really sucks, I love her a lot! And it still sucks that I can not just go up to her and just hug her and kiss her but still the kids and I understand but I feel that this relationship might go downhill.... I really hope not because I love this women so F@#king much! I miss her a lot, may if i get a job she will love me more because I will be bringing money into the house and I wont be such a low life. So I guess we will just see what the future holds i guess....yep...