A New Beginning?

Well my life has definitely changed, It is kind of nice tho something new and exciting, I an now living in Calgary and I like it a lot. There are days that I get homesick tho, but then i think no one tries to contact me at all really so then it kind of fixes the homesickness, so then it makes me think do they really miss me? meh w.e life goes on lol. So i need to start looking for a job soon, makes me feel bad and I do kind of feel like a burden here and somewhat of a 3rd wheel sometimes, but apparently im not so I brush that off as well. It does really suck that me and her cant be too publicly affectionate because of the kids, I understand but it sucks, kind of makes me jealous of todd but hes still an awesome person. I think that I need to be more outspoken, I think then I would feel a whole lot better then I do right now, but then I dont want to bother her about it because shes got a lot of shit on her plate and shes having a hard enough time with this already.... so i guess thats all for now.